Well, it's morning... again. I start every morning pretty much the same... with the thought that I should get out and walk. I should get out and conquer the day. It is now 10:30... and I have conquered.... my couch.

So far, I've read the news, my email and all about the band "The Band." I've done no real work and I don't know if I will ever leave the house today. I think I could be developing a phobia of the outdoors... possibly an allergy to fresh air. I'm not sure, but this could be fatal. My ass appears to be bulging- probably just the allergy, but it could be from lack of exercise... Just GUESSING!

It is a strong feeling of mine that my moods are cyclical and that I do better when incredibly busy. Otherwise, I tend to stagnate. When I do not have enough to do, I tend to sit on this freaking couch and my eye begins to twitch. I'm not sure if that is an allergy, eye strain from looking at my computer or just general stress of having nothing to do. No matter what, I have the feeling it is not healthy.

Well, I'm not sure what will happen if this trend continues. I have a feeling that soon I will end up bricked into this couch like a Poe story. The next thing you know they will dig me out with a cask of wine in a hundred years... hmmm... not so good for me, probably less so for the wine... I would imagine me decaying would get through that cork somehow.... how morose a thought is that?

The Christmas tree is still pretty though... Two days in a row I've had ED issues.... so let's hope today is better and work on it. Say a little prayer for me folks.